| This is so dumb. I miss when we would have long, cute goodnights. Now they're just "i love you, goodnight" they used to be like "I LOVE YOU!!! Goodnight, baby! Sweet dreams and sleep well! I love you so much :) Text me when you wake up :) Goodnight, love <3" Now, they're so dull. Sometimes I feel like we could be growing apart from eachother by the way we talk now. But, i know that's not how it is. But sometimes, I feel as if that's true. I hate it now, how you just said, "hey, i've got lots of homework, text me after your show is over" and i mean, thats no big deal, i want you to do your homework, but when i text you after my show and I tell you to just text me when you're done with your homework, you text me two hours later and tell me you're tired and want to go to bed, yeah, that's gonna piss me off. I mean, i already don't get to see you a lot at school, you text me back so slow, then only text me for three hours, then you pull this shit on me? No. No, I do not like it. Sure, you're tired, sure, you have a lot of homework, but, guess what, I do too. But look at me. I'm awake! Willing to talk to you whenever you want to because I'm just that good of a girlfriend, and I care about you so goddamn much, and you just don't seem to feel the same way about me. Which blows. I know you're the one. I know i want you and this for the rest of my life. But i hate it when you go from FABULOUS boyfriend to LAZY boyfriend. It isn't difficult to just show me more affection. It really isn't. Show me you care. SHOW ME. It's almost our one year anniversary and I feel like crap right now. And let me tell you, I sure as hell do not like it. |