Don't feel bad. I have never known what to say. Even back then, in ninth grade, I didn't have the right words. I know that the way I've taken hasn't been helping you. Really, it isn't a big deal. It's what works for me. And if it feels like that, I don't know if I ever want to understand.
Yeah, it hurt, what you said. I probably did take it the wrong way, even though you warned me not to beforehand. But I get what you're saying. Believe it or not, even though I haven't had as much experience as you have, I know what it feels like to be rejected, and rejected by him. I at least know that.
I apparently don't understand what you're going through, so I can't say much of anything, except that I love you, too. This probably wasn't the best response, but I'm crunching on time here. Just please call me if you need me. If I could hug you and make you feel better, I would. <3 |